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04 April 2010 @ 07:27 pm
Fanfiction: Three times Jun visits Nino on set and one time Nino does  
Title: Three times Jun visits Nino on set and one time Nino does
Author: satsumatsu
Rating: PG?
Pairing: MatsuMiya
A/N: First time posting - not anonym (I already posted it at an anon meme....). Er... Be nice? Also be aware of an odd timeline.
Beta: huge thanks to g_esquared . You eliminated a lot of mistakes! If you still find some it's because I changed some passages... Not her fault at all!


1. Stand Up!!


He just wanted to visit Shun, Jun told himself, several times by now. And how it could turn out like this was a riddle to him.

It’s not like he could help the coincidence that Nino was there as well (okay, he knew that Nino was there - they were acting in the same drama after all). But it was not like he was visiting Nino. Not at all.

And that Nino saw him before he saw Shun was another coincidence. Clearly.

And that Nino wanted to practice his lines with him – well, why should he have said no? Shun wasn’t around anyway. That’s what he’d thought back then…

But now he felt a little awkward sitting down beside Nino who was reading his script.

Jun carefully placed the bento he bought between the two of them. Offering Nino a bite and expecting the older boy to decline (he knew that Nino just ate because he had to, after all) – he was surprised when Nino picked up a piece of otoro sushi with a small “delicious” and continued to read through his script.

Jun raised an eyebrow but said nothing.

"How do you say it anyway?" Nino suddenly muttered, still chewing. "Such a lousy pick up line."

Jun leaned over, a hand casually on Nino’s shoulder. "Let me see..."

Shit. I think I might be really in love with you.

Jun laughed and patted Nino’s shoulder. Nino scowled.

"Lousy, eh?"

"I know better,” Nino answered, smirking.

Jun shook his head.

"I don't even want to know,” he said with a painful expression. Jun wasn't very fond imagining Nino picking up a girl with a cheesy line. (as well as the picture of Nino and someone else but that was another story).

He looked back at the line.

"Hmm,” he began to think seriously about it.

Nino clapped his hands. "Maybe like..."

He dropped his nigiri sushi.

"Shit,” Nino said, looking at Jun in all earnestness. "I think I might really like you."

A little bit shy and not too offending, Jun thought. His heart skipped a beat - that was the other story, he had to admit bitterly.

"I would believe you,” Jun said, "but something is missing... I can't place it, though."

“You're not very helpful, you know?”

“Never said I would be.”

Nino laughed.

"But you know,” Jun began slowly. "Maybe you should be more... convincing. And maybe a little blunt."

"Just like that line, eh?" Nino nodded slowly, marking a part of the line.

Then how about this,” Jun paused, still looking at that line. "You shouldn't look directly at her, I think. It’s more contemplative."

Jun lowered his head, concentrating on the line. He lifted his hand to his face, pretending to think hard.

"Shit,” Jun started, voice low, hand still placed at his temple. "I..." he frowned, hard, bringing his hand to his chin, not looking at Nino but far away. "…think I might..." He turned his head to Nino, now looking straight, serious at him. "…really..." Nino almost choked on his next bite of sushi. "…like you."

Nino stared at him. Jun stared back.

Something went completely wrong, Jun thought, when Nino was drawing nearer. So, so wrong, when he was getting closer.

"Jun?" A voice. Shun’s voice.

Jun jumped, turned his head to his friend. Nino dropped his head, pretending to eat, a low displeased noise coming from his throat.

Disappointment, Jun thought. Was Nino disappointed?

"You're here!" Shun continued, smiling. "And obviously so disappointed to see me!"

Jun blushed; he could sense that Nino’s head jerked towards him, clearly sneering.

And he really wished he wouldn't have looked disappointed, that he wouldn't have been disappointed. Who knew what might have happened if they weren't interrupted. Maybe-... maybe. But he was the one who looked evidently disappointed and this caused all the trouble.


  1. Kiiroi Namida


Jun knew that Nino knew hat he felt lonely.

All the others had leading roles for their movie and he was there to take part for about ten (ten!) minutes in the whole film.

Jun knew he was childish.

He knew he was childish when he felt so jealous seeing Aiba joking with Sho when Jun had just arrived on set. He knew he was childish when he saw Nino debating with the staff about the scene when he was about to leave, knowing they were going to drink afterwards and he just couldn't because he was busy himself like hell. So even if he wanted, he couldn’t take part more than how much he already was.

And Jun knew perfectly well that Arashi wouldn't leave him behind.

He knew, but it was kind of hard for him not seeing Arashi, not seeing Nino as often as he did before. And he was sure Nino knew too. That they knew.

So, yes, Jun instinctively knew that Nino knew when he arrived on set the other day and Nino was clinging to Leader like a bug - totally ignoring him, having too much fun, laughing too loud, far too long.

Jun couldn’t help but smile and hit Nino, making sure that at least one of his rings was involved.

"Idiot,” he laughed.

Sometimes Jun really wanted to question Ninos way of showing him that he was needed and that he was childish thinking that he’s left behind.

"Yeah, I'm the idiot,”Nino mumbled at him just to turn to Ohno again. “Oh-chan, Jun hit me with his rings!”

What a brat.

Ohno laughed.

But when Jun had to go for an interview, leaving them behind again. He couldn't help but look back again. Looking back just to hear Aiba wondering: “Sho-chan, this line must be wrong. Since when is sex boring???” and Sho smacking Aiba in response. Just to see Nino yawning, hiding a giggle and flipping bored through the script, Ohno half asleep and actually snoring next to him. They all were still waiting for the next take while he had to leave them behind.

Aiba caught his eyes.

"See you tomorrow, Jun-chan,” he waved.


Jun knew, knew perfectly well, but...

He saw Nino smiling at him and immediately felt bad for still thinking that he was alone.


He was tired. God knew, he was. But he couldn’t help it. He stepped into the steamy bath.

"Thought you were busier,” Nino said lazily, not looking at him when Jun entered the hot water in the bath they were using for filming.

"Well, I’m not,” Jun answered, and settled down beside Nino with barely inches between them.

Nino studied him. Sweat was dripping from his hairline, finding his way down his cheek, down to his throat.

Jun reached out, stealing one drop with his thumb, licking it away.

I thought you would know,” Nino finally said, smiling over Jun’s gesture. “… that I, and I mean me as in a part of Arashi, would miss you.”

Jun laughed.

Nino would probably never admit it that there was something between them. Well, not yet. He had already taken the next step in his mind, admitting that he cared for Nino - more than for anyone else. Which, by the way, he still failed to explain, but at least he admitted it. Since the day of his first visit on set this feeling had grown. Their relationship had been a strange one, up to this point. Jun secretly called it the ‘In-Between’.

I knew, but…”

“Just say something next time; I’m sure we can arrange a fabulous group hug so Jun-chan won't feel so lonely.”

Jun winced. He was aware of that. And as much as he missed being around Arashi, he missed being around Nino too. But there was no way that he was able to say it. Sometimes Jun wished Nino wouldn’t be that dumb and just...

Jun-tan must play all strong, eh?”

“Hmm,” Jun was resting his head on the edge of the bath-tube.

But why do you have to play strong around me-... as in Arashi!” Nino corrected himself again.

And that, Jun thought, was the answer. As long as Nino didn’t understand, didn’t want to understand … It really was unfair, that he, Jun, was falling in love so easily - and admitted it! - and Nino was so slow.

He had to wait a little bit more, he thought, when Nino was leaning against him, saying “Jun-tan is so dumb sometimes” over and over again, teasingly, between kisses he placed on Jun’s shoulder.


  1. Yamada Tarou Monogatari


Jun stared at his phone display, a smirk clearly on the way to his lips.

Come and help Kazuko. It’s worth it. – Sho

He flashed the reporter a dazzling smile.

“We’re finished, aren’t we?”

“O-Of course”, the young woman said, still a little taken aback by that smile.


Nino stared in the mirror, watching what was supposed to be him. He had pink cheeks! Glossy lips! Long hair! And, really, he didn't even want to look at his clothes. These tights were itchy… and the frills tickled. He was wearing frills, for God’s sake… and they wanted to make him dance, while cleaning, and…

He was such a miserable girl. And the worst thing ever was that Jun would be a beautiful girl. Nino was rather competitive and didn't like it too much when someone was better than him. And obviously, Jun would giggle, smiling shyly, would fall so naturally to the ground playing the insulted girl. He would…

Well he is a girl after all,” Nino murmured. Several nail-art and hairstyles over the years had said enough after all.

Their relationship (Nino didn’t know how to define it properly, but since ‘relationship’ could mean anything from being friends to lovers it wasn’t wrong, he thought) was in a state where he absolutely could tell that Jun definitely had a femine site. When he first entered Jun's bathroom he had the pure urge to go backwards, slowly, very slowly.

Not the various products of shampoo and conditioner, neatly placed after heights, shocked him - and he was sure in that one corner were several leftovers of nail-polish – but the candles and oils. Well, Jun was a luxury person after all.

And Nino was almost sure that Jun would have nothing against lip gloss.

You’re wearing lip gloss.”

Nino flinched, swinging around and seeing Jun standing in the door frame, perfect in his appearance, trying not to look amused. Nino frowned. Jun was so bad at hiding things that Nino idly wondered how he could be an actor at all… And in his mind Jun would still act out a better girl. Damn.

He glared through his fake hair. “Among other things”, he growled and picked furiously at his frills. He wasn’t surprised that Jun was here. He was surprised that Sho, who else would inform Jun, told him to come and in his mind Sho died a terrible, slow death. He looked back in the mirror.

Nino could tell that Jun was coming closer. He looked up again to meet Jun’s gaze. Jun was watching him in a way which should be forbidden, he thought, shivering slightly.

Or he might have just been thinking about buying that lip gloss.

Jun leaned against the mirror,still watching him. Still smirking, clearly enjoying what he saw.

"What do you want?" Nino snapped.

Jun reached out for the fake hair, playing affectionately with the curls.

I wanted to see Kazuko.”

“Well, Kazuko is in a bad mood, as you see,” Nino answered, trying to shove the damn frills away.

“You do look cute,” Jun said, leaning forward to study Nino close up. Really close up.

"You're such a girl, Jun,” Nino said, obviously blushing.

"In that case I'm relieved that I'm not the only one in this room…"

“I hate you!”

I hate you too,” Jun chirped, enjoying this far too much for Nino’s taste. He leaned even closer, touching Nino’s neck lightly, bringing his mouth directly to Nino’s ear. "But you know, Nino-chan,” Jun whispered hotly against the sensitive skin. "You may look cute but you need to be cute. Otherwise it would be ridiculous." Nino swallowed. “Can you be cute?” Jun asked challengingly.

Nino was aware that Jun wanted to help him. Making him all hot (in each possible meaning), but…

A knock on the door. “Ninomiya-san,” the AD called. “We’re ready for the next scene.”

Jun leaned back, still smirking. “Well then… Ganbatte~” he said sweetly, fixing Nino’s dress and the frills when he stood up.

"By the way, bring that costume when you step by later,” Jun said, when he was at the door, watching Nino stretching.

"Only if you still have the nurse outfit, Jun-tan,” Nino shot back sweetly.

Jun smiled in a way that Nino really did not want to interpret any further and waved goodbye.


  1. Hana Yori Dango


Nino knew that Jun was waiting. Nino just wondered why he had to say it first. Since his first visit on set they developed a strange relationship. They passed each step, though, such as:

The Unsure one.

“Jun, let’s have sex”, Nino said right after Juns first visit, the ‘blushing day’ like he called it.

“Right, Nino, whenever you’re ready.”

Jun didn’t take him serious until Nino was over him, pinning him down, lips crushed on Juns.


The Teasing one.

“Robe, Jun?”

“May I quote Leader when I say I like to bind things”, Jun said teasingly. “And I like you bound down even more.”

The Toothbrush one.

“What is this?” Jun pointed at the very frayed toothbrush next to his in his bathroom one day.

“My toothbrush”, Nino answered lazily from the living room.

“I buy you a new one” Jun shot back, knowing that Nino wouldn’t spend a Yen on a new one. “But I had this for years”, Nino exclaimed while Jun winced. “It’s so nice and blue.”

The next day he found a new one, in violett.

And when they filmed Kiiroi Namida Nino did feel that Jun took a step further whereas Nino didn’t catch up. From that on Jun was waiting. Maybe testing him. (That nurse outfit said a lot.)

He’d never said it once. Well, Jun hadn’t, either. Nino knew that Jun wasn’t the type to burden his feelings to an other person and that he wasn't too sure about Ninos feelings was probably an other reason for not speaking up. He could read Jun like an open book. And Nino didn’t say it because this meant it was getting serious. And he wasn’t a very serious person. He wanted to have fun, he wanted to tease, to ...

Serious meant a lot of trouble, duties and such.

He thought so. But he also thought he owed Jun an explanation , so he was going to visit Jun on set for the first time.

He saw him in his Domyouji style – all curled hair, tasteful clothes. Jun was staring intently into a small monitor and the, Nino guessed, director was commenting the scene. Jun ducked his head shyly when the director seemed to praise him for one special act. Then they seemed to get ready for the next scene. Nino could see Jun head towards a quiet corner to ponder over his script.

After ten minutes of just watching, Nino approached Jun, feeling slightly nervous. He hadn’t thought this through properly.

And when Jun looked up at him, smiling brightly, he wasn’t too sure why he was here anyway.

“Nino? What a rare pleasure,” Jun greeted him surprised, sipping at his coffee.

“Working hard?” Nino asked, sitting beside him, completely ignoring Jun's astonished and maybe a little sarcastic tone.

“Eh? Not at all,” Jun answered. He looked around for a staff member. “Ne, Yamada-san, could you bring me one of these bentos?” Nino raised an eyebrow as Jun watched the staff selecting a green bento-box and Jun was shaking his head. “Ah… No not that one,” he exclaimed apologetically. “He hates sweets.”

The AD selected an other one and came over. Jun thanked him politely for the bento.

“Here,” he waved with the box and placed it between them. “You look like you could use something to eat,” he stated and studied his lines again, frowning.

Nino looked at him. Too caring, he thought.

Wind blew in their direction. The sun was setting. Nino studied Jun. He appeared really kind of beautiful. And that he had such clichéd thoughts showed him that he really turned into a lovesick idiot.

Suddenly he didn’t understand why a person like Jun had waited for him for so long. In that instant he appeared too perfect, too ideal for him. Of course in reality Nino did know that Jun had as much weak points as every one else. His perfectionism, his inability to simple get up in the morning, his slight sadistic tendencies. However right then, right there even those weak points seemed so appealing.

He shook his head slightly.

“You still don’t get it, huh?” Nino pointed out, poking Jun. Jun jerked unceremoniously and choked on his coffee.

“Well,” Jun said, a little bit petulantly. “First, thank you,” he pointed at the spilled coffee on the script. Nino snickered. “How can a person have the confidence to say that another person is in love with him?” Jun frowned over the line. “I don’t get it. Isn’t it too rude?”

And it hit Nino.

That Jun knew what Nino didn’t know. That Jun knew perfectly well that Nino cared for Jun the same way he did – just that Nino was a bit slow. And Jun wanted to give him the time to realise it so it would hit him hard. Nino really wanted to hit him now.

And he realised that Jun had already been treating this like a relationship, a real one, and that it didn’t change a thing (that’s why he hadn’t realised it at all, Nino figured). No duties, no bonds, not complicated at all. They just matched despite their differences.

And that was the point where Nino wanted Jun, wanted to tell him…

His eyes lit up.

“Read your line,” he ordered abruptly.

Jun arched his eyebrow. “What for?”

Nino placed himself in front of him, looking at him seriously. “Let’s just practice. Read your line.”

Jun shook his head but put the script away anyway, looking at Nino with the self-confident, slightly arrogant look typical of Domyouji.

You’re in love with me, aren’t you?”

Nino looked directly at Jun, expression earnest.

"I am in love with you. With the ridiculously serious, caring, cool… Matsumoto Jun.”

Jun was stunned for a few seconds. Then his face brightened. A huge, knowing smile appeared on his lips. “It’s hard to admit eh.”

Nino smiled one of these precious, real smiles and kissed him.

rhythmiarhythmia on April 4th, 2010 07:15 pm (UTC)
I remember this fic!
That was from an anonymeme waaaaay back, right? I really liked it then, too. I liked how you showed them slowly developing, and Not Talking About Their Relationship, heheh. That very first scene on the set of Stand Up! is my favorite; the emotions ring true to me. ^_^ The premise is cute. I feel like this fic shows you have potential, so I'm interested to see what you write in the future. ^_^/
stsatsumatsu on April 4th, 2010 07:23 pm (UTC)
Re: I remember this fic!
Laughs, yes, waaaaay back! Somehow I did not dare to post it...
But your comment made me ridiculously happy back then~ as well as this one~~~

Thank you very much. I'll try my best in future.
greentea287greentea287 on April 4th, 2010 07:25 pm (UTC)

I loved it!! I smiled a lot in this whole fic!!

Thank you very much for sharing, and congrats in your first non-anon fic posting!!!
stsatsumatsu on April 5th, 2010 06:03 pm (UTC)
thank you very much!
I'm so glad to read this~ <3
Kathy★キャシー: Matsumiya ♥ Magician & Assistancekatokathy on April 4th, 2010 09:25 pm (UTC)
Ah! I remember reading this awhile back. I think I commented but I'll say it again: this is an uberly cute fic! =D
stsatsumatsu on April 5th, 2010 06:03 pm (UTC)
Thank you <3
iqachipmunk: kakkoi (nino)iqachipmunk on April 5th, 2010 12:57 am (UTC)
I'm smiling from ear to ear...
stsatsumatsu on April 5th, 2010 06:05 pm (UTC)
You are? *aww* this makes me happy to know~
muharami79muharami79 on April 5th, 2010 02:43 am (UTC)
this is just waaaaayyyyy cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I like the slow development in their relationship..everything's so laid back since Jun is trying to give Nino some space..I kept on smiling while reading this throughout..I truly like this..

thank you for sharing
stsatsumatsu on April 5th, 2010 06:06 pm (UTC)
Thank you for your comment!
I had fun writing it as well~ though I didn't dare posting it for a long time since English isn't my first language.
momokan69momokan69 on April 5th, 2010 12:51 pm (UTC)
I love the way you wrote about the development of their relationship!
This is so sweet,, thanks for sharing!! (^ ^)
stsatsumatsu on April 5th, 2010 06:07 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much for your comment in return~ <3
swan dive into the logo!turtle_ai on April 10th, 2010 10:28 pm (UTC)
This is one of the better Matsumiya fics I've read in a while! It was nice to read, followed smoothly, and well, it's been a really long time since I haven't scoffed at a fic. XD

Thank you for sharing, it was lovely!
stsatsumatsu on April 11th, 2010 09:27 am (UTC)
Why am I feeling so honored? XD No really, thank you very much for the compliment!
tezuka_r on April 10th, 2010 11:59 pm (UTC)
NIce^^I loved the ending^^
Thanks for sharing!
stsatsumatsu on April 11th, 2010 09:28 am (UTC)
Thank you <3 It means very much to me hearing this from you since I really like your MatsuMiya fics~
b00kw0rm79: Jun & Ninob00kw0rm79 on April 11th, 2010 01:24 am (UTC)

This story is so good.

I like how you developed Jun and Nino's relationship without being to specific about the how's and why's. Their relationship just became and we the reader get glimpses of it's development.
stsatsumatsu on April 11th, 2010 09:29 am (UTC)
Thank you~ I actually really like this style. Just describing glimpses...
purple.torishyathetagal13 on April 11th, 2010 01:50 am (UTC)
Aww~ the lines for the drama! I love how you use them so well! Matsumiya is kinda cute huh...
stsatsumatsu on April 11th, 2010 09:31 am (UTC)
Thank you~ It actually was quite tricky since I wanted to use the HanaDan Line so much but it messes up the timeline <____< but it turned out well~?!
nandemo_nainandemo_nai on April 11th, 2010 09:01 pm (UTC)

awwwwwww *_____*
really like it))) even thought I'm not Matsumiya's fan, but that fic's really great, so it can't be helped to love it~

Jun... he is so... Jun-ish here xDD don't know how to explain, but the Jun you've showed us and the real Jun - I think they are VERY similar))) GREAT! *_*
and I like that it was Jun waiting for Nino, Nino wasn't the one, who waits :3

and... lol toothbrush! xD blue))) and then Jun's color. I like this very-very-very much! hontou ni~

thank you!))))
stsatsumatsu on April 13th, 2010 05:55 pm (UTC)
Ah, I'm happy that you liked it despite the fact that you're not a MatsuMiya fan <3

Though I think it's really hard to characterise them correctly... So this is a huge compliment!

Thank you~
Anne: matsumiyayuuki_7 on April 12th, 2010 05:49 am (UTC)
So cute..especially the hana yori dango part so sweet...
stsatsumatsu on April 13th, 2010 05:56 pm (UTC)
Thank you <3
I wanted to get that scene in no matter what XD
gempleegemplee on April 19th, 2010 02:13 pm (UTC)
omg!!! this fic is so sweet. i'm glad that nino realised his feelings in the end. thank you.
stsatsumatsu on December 2nd, 2010 06:12 pm (UTC)
this comes very late but I just saw your comment T___T
*thank*you* <3
rim1789rim1789 on December 2nd, 2010 01:37 pm (UTC)
OMG! That was fabulous ^^ I really really liked it ^^
st: matsumiyasatsumatsu on December 2nd, 2010 06:11 pm (UTC)
Thank you~ <3
ZerochaphiLzerochaphil on February 16th, 2011 04:38 pm (UTC)
This is really cute, I love this fiction ^^
And I really love Nino's confession ne~ so impressive >///<
I love the way of Jun and Nino be in this story ^^
Thank you very much for sharing this ^^
stsatsumatsu on February 18th, 2011 05:40 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much <3